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I know now that nobody's reading anymore. Talking about other people? Yes. Reading and comprehending, even understanding? Not really. When was the last time you took effort to read, finish a book, mulling over some topic that based on multiple sources of reading? Not recently. So how do you even know that you're doing the best for yourself Update 2019-11-23 People still read. It's just not from any of google's site.

A few days ago I wrote here about compound interest in studying,especially while doing self-study. The word I was looking for was right there: commitment. I lack the commitment to do everything I can to improve myself. I know this is a HUGE problem but I just can't do other thing that I really need. Now about compound interest, I'm sure you can easily find anything and everything about this topic in the internet, particularly related to economic and financial website, be it articles, blogs, vlog, books (e- or physical), etc. I have to help myself by burying my head + mind + energy + focus to this improvement plan. Read, study, execute, evaluate result, revise, repeat. Because after doing improvement steps needed, I would experience the compounding interest effect that I needed. So how about the saving money topic? Yes, it's easy to understand, provided you know your math.

Apakah memang wajar kita berbicara apa adanya? Tidak? Kenapa? Sepertinya aku harus lebih menjaga lisan -- dan tulisan dalam grup pesan singkat di ponsel pintar. Singkatnya, aku tak punya emotional intelligence  dan social skill  yang cukup sehingga awareness dan latihan personal perlu ditingkatkan lagi. Selain itu, disiplin untuk bisa konsisten dalam bersikap dan berperilaku. Kebiasaanku yang bertingkah tak konsisten memang akan membuat bawahan bingung atau salah melakukan sesuatu. Jangan pula sampai aku menyalahkan orang lain yang menebak-nebak apa yang aku mau lalu melakukan suatu tindakan yang berujung pada ketidakoptimalan pekerjaan atau business flow  yang ada. Tanpa memberikan direction  dan instruction  yang jelas, plin-plan, membiarkan orang lain bekerja? Bila hasilnya baik, mengambil semua pujian yang datang, bila hasilnya buruk, menyalahkan tindakan bawahan dan mengelak tanggung jawab? Well, at least being consistent in that opportunistic b...