Nyasar di Jalan

 setengah jam lagi tengah malam dan masuk ke hari  terakhir bulan agustus tahun pandemi 2020. aku tak tahu apakah setelah ini dunia yang kukenal akan melakukan reset terhadap perhitungan waktu atau tidak. kuharap tidak, karena itu berarti kemajuan umat manusia terhapuskan oleh pandemi ini. itu akan sangat... tidak menyenangkan! mempertimbangkan tapi melupakan lalu melakukan aksi yang kemudian berimbas sebuah tudingan anti terhadap suatu golongan masyarakat itu tidak enak. seharusnya sebagai anggota dari kelompok minoritas, seorang manusia harus tahu diri. menyadari betapa tak pentingnya opini pribadi ketika berhadapan dengan perasaan rapuh kelompok besar manusia yang menganggap selalu dalam serangan dari pihak terlihat maupun tidak. dengan tetap diam dan menyimpan opini pribadi yang tak pelak dapat menyakiti hati kelompok orang lain, seharusnya tercapai harmonisasi kehidupan. semua tenang, semua aman damai, semua senang. atau seperti itu klaim kelompok besar orang. sebuah kon...

Let's continue this topic (previous one here ) but keep it brief this time. Adding just one hour each day (or session but keep it regular enough) would be suffice for basic part. You can start from one Introduction session, provided you keep enough concentration, time, effort, money needed to be totally immersed in the one-hour self-study. This thing can only be done by yourself. You may asked for your friends/ families/ relatives/ colleagues for support but everything is just you . Make it or break it, it's all you. So as you added more information, knowledge on top of one another, reinforced it in your memory using adequate and suitable method, you'll gain interest  as your progress get much smoother. Before you know it, you'd be doing some stuffs that you don't imagine ever did a few weeks back. You'll just have to keep the discipline and commit yourself to self-study.

 So after reading and learning about a lot of things online, in Twitter, YouTube videos, internet articles and opinion, I realized that I am solely responsible to start doing this personal upgrade activities: self-study, adequate good quality sleep, eating healthy, physical exercises, and commitment to spouse. It seemed like a lot of thing and I could be easily overwhelmed by the feelings when there are too many new materials to study. The obstacle to my self-study intention is my discipline and commitment and consentration can easly faltered by any distraction. Like when I paused the "Introductory to R" video in YouTube because I felt sleepy. Instead of resting my head for a few minutes, I decided to open my web browser and write this post. I'm unable to just let go and relax. Not good at all. I will talk about this "compound interest in self-study" in next post. I can't fend off sleep...

You and I, we all have life of our own, each with its path. You might know what's yours but I am still in the process of figuring that out. What I need is mentor(s) and reasonable friends who'd understand that I might need more help from them than anything I can offer them at all. Well, maybe I won't be able to repay any of them adequately but don't worry, I'd pay forward. In the mean time, please don't deviate from your own path. But if you ever do, don't be lost for too long because you might not be able to go back on track and that could be unhealthy, unprosperous, dangerous, or even lethal. Fun With Friends! If there come the time when you want to try something else that was new or novel, just do it since there might be no other time or second chances. So later in life, you might have more stories to tell than I do. Telling people stories about what happened is much more interesting that telling them about "what if", right? ...

Dalam menjalani hidup, ya harus maju ke depan. Masa berjalan mundur ke belakang? Jangan jadi orang bodoh yang tak mau berpikir dengan jernih. Saat ini ada tantangan baru. Kenapa tidak dicoba menjalani dengan sebaik-baiknya? Sebenarnya yang menjadi masalah adalah ketidakpastian yang membentang bagai tirai gelap yang menutupi sekelilingku, hanya menyisakan ruang sempit di sekitar. Lebih dari itu, segalanya tidak jelas. Dulu aku pikir hal seperti ini tidak akan terjadi padaku. Sekarang ternyata ide atau tema seperti ini terasa sangat mengganggu dan membebani pikiran, membuat gelisah, dan tak berdaya. Kenapa harus menjalani sesuatu dengan sebaik-baiknya, berusaha memandang dari sisi positif, bila pada dasarnya sistem yang berjalan hanya punya satu parameter: mendapatkan yang terbaik bagi pertumbuhan dan keberlangsungan hidup diri sendiri . Apa mau jadi seperti peribahasa: "Habis manis, sepah dibuang."?

What I SHOULD Do MORE... Is To See Things From Her Point Of View. I'm Sorry.

Jadi dari tadi aku berusaha membuat konsep yang bisa mendeskripsikan business model  yang kumaksudkan pada tulisan sebelumnya. Konsep dari awal sampai akhir - yang memang jauh dari matang - berisi alternatif-alternatif  Game Model, sumber pendapatan atau revenue stream- nya, gimmick  atau insentifnya, premis dasar alias pitching- nya, dan beberapa hal lainnya. Sekarang tinggal memikirkan cara membuat mock-up  model dari website dan tentu saja: NAMA YANG TEPAT! Setelah itu tentu menganalisis kemungkinan atau variasi dari Game Model yang kumaksud dan seberapa mungkin target konsumen itu tertarik untuk bermain? Soalnya tadi aku asal memilih akronim yang menohok tetapi sebenarnya tidak menggambarkan isi layanan malah berpotensi membuat orang untuk tidak memainkan aplikasi tersebut. Tentu saja hal seperti ini salah. Untuk itulah hal seperti itu kuserahkan kepada Linda agar dia yang memikirkannya. Aku tadinya mau membuat mock-up website tersebut tetapi sepertinya...

I must admit that I have a peculiar sense of humor. Final Destination 5 Seat D 13 at Auditorium 5 Like when I deceided to watch Final Destination 5. I chose seat D 13 that can be read as "Die". It was screened in Auditorium 5 so the ticket printed out like the picture above, which can be read as "Dies". I personally think it was fun, watched a movie about cheating Death while seated at DIES.

I am wondering about Kabam's Global Warfare mathematics of... waging wars. You see, as many games implemented before, infantry is always the cheapest offensive troops to build. You can build a lot of them early in the game. But infantry is easy prey for an army of snipers. But then I still can't count or predict how many of my troops that was sent over for an attack, will survive it. Sample Report from Global Warfare Take a lot at the report above. Now can anyone reading this helped me with the equation? How can it be that so little troops kill a lot of my own troops? It baffled me. How can I be more effective at combining my troops to yield as less casualties as possible while still attained supremacy?