Hanya itulah yang terpikirkan dalam kepala ini berulang-ulang. Posisiku LOSS dalam sebulan terakhir. Tidak memuaskan karena aku terlalu ceroboh, tidak sabar, tidak paham analisis teknikal, atau gabungan dari hal-hal itu. Malu rasanya mengaku kepada pasanganku kalau aku masih level belajar dan belajar dan terus saja menanggung LOSS! Bodoh!
losing money. i tend to think that i am smart than most people surrounding me in a daily basis but when i get to expand the circle just a little bit then wham! i am reminded how little i know about the real world and how people will not even acknowledge my level of knowledge. that i am just a nobody. that hurts. i told myself that i know a lot then act upon that information that i thought would be enough. many times, i get told that i know nothing. that my decision making is flawed. that i am not getting better, not learning from past mistakes. you know what? at least i know that i do not know. then i will try to learn more just to get that fraction of information / knowledge to add to my brain. i will prevail. i should.
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