Sebelumnya pernah kutulis di sini tentang pertanyaan yang diajukan ke diri sendiri sebagai bentuk keraguan dan rasa tak percaya diri. Sebentuk evaluasi diri dan upaya meningkatkan rasa percaya diri. Jadi semuanya karena pertanyaan yang tidak bisa dijawab dengan memuaskan, sejauh dan sedalam apapun pertanyaan ini diarahkan. Mungkin karena aku tak punya teman yang bisa diajak berdiskusi dalam hal ini tentang jatidiri.
losing money. i tend to think that i am smart than most people surrounding me in a daily basis but when i get to expand the circle just a little bit then wham! i am reminded how little i know about the real world and how people will not even acknowledge my level of knowledge. that i am just a nobody. that hurts. i told myself that i know a lot then act upon that information that i thought would be enough. many times, i get told that i know nothing. that my decision making is flawed. that i am not getting better, not learning from past mistakes. you know what? at least i know that i do not know. then i will try to learn more just to get that fraction of information / knowledge to add to my brain. i will prevail. i should.
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